a poem to share

7 MONTHS HAS GONE SO FAST
I DIDN'T KNOW HOW I WOULD LAST
IT,S NOT BEEN EASY,BUT I LOVE THEM SO
I PROMISE I,LL NEVER LET THEM GO

I,M TRYING HARD TO HELP OUR PAUL
I,LL BE THERE FOR HIM EVERY FALL
HE NEEDS TO STOP THIS HURT AND PAIN
I CANT GO THROUGH ALL THIS AGAIN

I SOMETIMES THINK HE WANTS TO DIE
I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY
HE KNOWS I LOVE HIM AND SO DO YOU
HE REALLY NEEDS HELP TO GET HIM THROUGH

I,V STARTED COUNSELLING I THINK ITS GREAT
I DIDN'T REALLY HAVE LONG TO WAIT
I SPOKE ABOUT YOU AND HOW YOU DIED
I PUT MY HEAD IN MY HANDS AND CRIED

YOU SUFFERED ALOT FOR MOST OF YOUR LIFE
IN PAIN EVERYDAY YOU TOOK IT IN YOUR STRIDE
YOU SAT IN YOUR WHEELCHAIR WHILE I PUSHED YOU AROUND
YOU NEVER MOANED DIDN'T MAKE A SOUND

YOUR SMILE LIT UP THE ROOM AT NIGHT
YOU SAT THERE GLOWING LIKE A SHINING LIGHT
BUT CANCER STRUCK AND YOU COULDN'T GET WELL
WHEN YOU DIED THAT DAY I WENT TO HELL

I DRAGGED MYSELF BACK AND SORTED THINGS OUT
ALL I SEEM TO HAVE DONE IS SHOUT AND SHOUT
I NEED SOME SPACE TO SIT AND CRY
I CANT LET GO JEANNIE I DON'T KNOW WHY

I KNOW YOU LIVE ON AND YOUR MEMORY WONT FADE
WE SHOULD BE LIKE YOU SIS YOU WERE SO BRAVE
YOU FOUGHT EVERY BATTLE THAT GOD HAD GIVE
BUT UNFORTUNATELY YOU LOST THE WILL TO LIVE

WE HELD YOUR HAND AS YOU PASSED AWAY
I,LL NEVER FORGET THAT HORRIBLE DAY
I FACED MY FEARS COZ I LOVED YOU SO
OH JEANNIE MY SISTER WHY DID YOU GO


LOVE ALWAYS DEB XXXX

Really lovely tribute to your sister chuck i know Chris was also worried about you and still is she wont let you fall chuck your both so strong much stronger than you give yourselfs credit for ..
Hugs and god bless Chris 2

That poem choked me up What can i say? Youve both had some real tough times and its about time you saw the silver lineing